I'm deciding on weather or not to be mad at my dad...
look at how fatherly he is to my half sister, taking care of her
protecting her, spoiling her... she's got three more years that I got
my step mom is mad that we didn't get them christmas presents
(yeah, the christmas that was 6 months ago)
I bought them gifts, good ones too, but they decided we weren't important enough to come and see, so I kept them... waiting to see them at my portfolio show, I wasn't important enough for that either... so I keep them.
father's day passed, I didn't' send a card.
waited for my birthday card for - two months.
but I am evil
he's just busy
I thought I was done being pissed off about it
I thought I wouldn't care- if he didn't care
why does it bother me that I'm not important?
why cant I tell him I'm angry?
I know he would run away
it seems selfish to be truthful...
but at least, I guess, I know the truth.
